I promise...I will get better!

I know, I suck at keeping up on this blog, however, I will be getting better at this because my life is getting MUCH more interesting and exciting!

Who Knew?

I don't know what in the world has been causing it lately, but I have not been feeling good about myself at all.  I don't want to say my confidence has gone away, because it has not. It is still here and it is still strong as it has ever been, however, I just keep feeling down on myself. So the other day I decided to go on a walk (running has never really been my thing, but I did try to run when I could, and when I couldn't, I slowed to a brisk walk and then picked up to a run when I got comfortable doing so again) anyway, I went for this walk/run and it was amazing. I know that running/walking and exercising in general is good for you, but it was more than just that. Being able to go out by myself in the brisk cool air with my ipod was actually relaxing. It was time for just me. I was actually able to think clearly about things and not have to worry about a phone going off or someone coming in to talk to me, which usually causes me to loose my train of thought. For that hour that I was out for my walk/run I was so relaxed and it was so enjoyable that since then I have gone everyday since! (I only started going on Sunday, so its only been 3 days but HEY...its a start! and that is what matters is it not?) I am starting to fall in love with these hour adventures. I may even be developing a liking for running. How weird.....Who knew that was even possible! :)
Goodnight :)

Today was a nice BIG step.

See this face? This is my"Im proud of myself face!" See today, as silly as it seems I went to the doctor all by myself. It was the hand specialist doctor (I've been having major pains in my right hand.) Not only did I go and see him all by myself, I got X-Rays done all by myself, and the biggest step of all. I got a shot. In the wrist. And it hurt. And I did it ALL BY MYSELF. Like a big girl haha!! This may seem like no big deal, but to me, it was a huge step. I have a huge fear of needles. So to face the doctor and get a shot with out anyone by my side or anyone to hold my hand, was a big accomplishment. Don't get me wrong, I had people who would have gone with me if I wanted them too. My family would have come or TJ would have if I had asked, but I wanted to do it on my own. and....tada.... I DID IT!!! :) YAY ME!

Now...off to lunch with grandma. :)

Amazing-ness

This is my amazing little sister Kristen. I love her so much. She is super amazing and I can NOT wait to see her this week! Same with my other sister Lexi, but I dont have a picture of her that she likes. These two girls are by far the most amazing girls I know. I am so blessed to have them as my sisters!

An amazing week lies ahead.

I get to see my mama, and her hubby Phil. I also get to see my two amazing sisters Lexi and Kristen. Since I don't see them very often  I am beyond excited. This is why I love the holiday season :)